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Psychologically and spiritually, what does a clean bedroom say about someone? What does a messy living room say? A cluttered desk?
My apartment is a mess. There are empty bottles everywhere of Red Bull, diet Snapple, and water. I’m thirty-five years old, what could this possibly say about me? The answer is a resounding “nothing good.” I look to my altar for spiritual nourishment, but until I put an empty bottle of Red Bull on it, it’s a lie. I come to this path unclean and “messed up,” clogged with things all about me. No emotion I have can ever be truly felt without something in me clogging it. My blood doesn’t flow through my arteries because they are clogged. I can’t get out what I’m trying to say, my mind is clouded. I can’t exit my bedroom because of the clutter around the door. Nothing new to say. Despite what they say about Einstein having a messy bedroom, I can’t escape the truths my living situation speaks about me, and the fact that I am no Einstein goes without saying.
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